自杀意念
自杀意念 可以描述为经历强迫性的自杀念头和一种结束自己生命的一般性欲望。这些思维模式和欲望的强度范围从转瞬即逝的念头到强烈的固着。这种效应也可能导致对其他自我毁灭行为（如自残或药物滥用）的易感性，如果不加以解决，最终可能导致自杀企图。
自杀意念通常伴随着其他同时发生的效应，如抑郁和动机增强，其方式是维持该人对生活的消极看法，但也增加了他们采取立即行动的意愿。它最常在中等剂量的各种选择性血清素再摄取抑制剂类抗抑郁药的影响下被诱发。然而，在精神活性物质使用之外，它也可能作为许多事情的表现形式发生，包括精神疾病、创伤性生活事件和人际关系问题。
如果你怀疑自己正在经历自杀意念的症状，强烈建议你寻求治疗、医疗关注或支持小组的帮助。
体验报告
在我们的体验索引中描述此效应的坊间报告包括：
- Experience: 15mg 2C-B (oral) - A pleasant low-dose evening with Nexus_-_A_pleasant_low-dose_evening_with_Nexus.md)
- Experience: 22mg 2C-B (oral) / 100ug 1P-LSD (sublingual) - My first time tripping alone (2 days in a row)/_100ug_1P-LSD(sublingual)-_My_first_time_tripping_alone(2_days_in_a_row).md)
- Experience: 36mg 4-AcO-DiPT - Truly, one for the psychedelic animals among us
- Experience: 5-EAPB (60mg) + 2-FMA (20mg) + 4-AcO-DMT (10mg) - Emotional catharsis_%2B_2-FMA_(20mg)%2B_4-AcO-DMT(10mg)_-_Emotional_catharsis.md)
- Experience:1000 Morning Glory seeds - Rediscovering the Self
- Experience:100ug 1P-LSD - A Fear and loathing into Bliss
- Experience:1050 µg 1cP-LSD - The matrix
- Experience:120mg - Garden of The Gods
- Experience:150mg MDMA + 20mg 2C-B - I designed it this way myself
- Experience:1mg 25c-NBOMe - Experiment in my room
- Experience:2 tabs DOB - My DOB Nightmare
- Experience:2.5g Syrian rue + 6g Mimosa Hostilis - Becoming God (my second experience with unity).md)
- Experience:225mg Pregabalin +Cannabis -Bliss and Serenity; a hedonistic evening
- Experience:225ug LSD + 9g cubensis - Galactic Melt and the Meverse
- Experience:250mg DXM - DXM Itch and Trip Report
- Experience:25mg 2C-B - Hard raving at home
- Experience:25mg 3-MeO-PCP - Enhanced film experience
- Experience:25mg Deschloroketamine - My first time orally dosing DCK
- Experience:2C-P (approx. 35mg) - Asymmetrical Terror and the Geometric Sea_-_Asymmetrical_Terror_and_the_Geometric_Sea.md)
- Experience:3 Grams of Mushrooms - Reset on my Life, Experiencing Satori and the Cosmic Perspective
- Experience:3-MeO-PCP - Extreme psychosis
- Experience:3.5g psilocybe cubensis - Relinquishing of Material Chains/Fear and Desolation
- Experience:300mg DXM + 25mg DMT + Cannabis - A crazy night
- Experience:300µg AL-LAD - Don't worry, because you're everyone!
- Experience:300µg LSD - Togetherness and the Silent Dusk
- Experience:337mg DMT fumarate - A Day With DMT
- Experience:3g mimosa / 3g syrian rue - Connecting with my body
- Experience:4-AcO-DMT + 200mg Pill
- Experience:4-HO-MiPT / A care free psychedelic getaway
- Experience:4.5g - The Grand Introduction to Beauty and Fear
- Experience:40mg - Brothermind and the Forest's Hand
- Experience:4x 200ug tabs - You do not need to understand
- Experience:5.3g psilocybe cubensis - Dimensional Circumstance and the Fabric of Understanding
- Experience:60mg 4-AcO-DMT Nonstop Quasi-Orgasmic Objectless Euphoria
- Experience:75mg 3-FMA - Perfect Blend of Euphoria and Functionality
- Experience:800 seeds LSA - My First Trip Ever
- Experience:A combination of DOC, 5-MAPB, 5-MeO-DMT, ETH-LAD, Cannabis, Pentedrone
- Experience:BK-2C-B - Various experiences
- Experience:Mushrooms and Snuff Films -- Trip Report (3.5 grams).md)
- Experience:Pregabalin (450mg, oral) + Methylphenidate (20mg, oral) - Gaba Flipping_%2B_Methylphenidate_(20mg,oral)-_Gaba_Flipping.md)
- Experience:Psilocybin Mushroom (0.16 g, Oral) - Dosage Independent Intensity_-_Dosage_Independent_Intensity.md)
- Experience:Unknown Dose DOC (Insufflated) - Overdosing and Terifying Ego Death_-_Overdosing_and_Terifying_Ego_Death.md)
- Experience:Unknown dosage / 1 tab DOC - Psychedelia Turned Into Stimulant Psychosis
- Experience:~150mg MDA(oral) - a case of mistaken identity_-_a_case_of_mistaken_identity.md)